Monday, June 15, 2009

Fighting Boredom

Bored.

Bored, bored, bored, bored.

Bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored.

My ennui is growing lately. I am trying to find excitement, but it is eluding me. Like the reflection of a spark on the water when I reach for excitement I find the cold and wet feeling of fear. I feel lost and alone. Again.

Hopefully now that I have named this, I can go on to confront this. I do not wish to lose myself again, not when I have so recently found myself.

Thanks for listening,

Goonius